Every day
Everyday when the sun rises,
My heart aches just a bit more,
Every setting sun quenches the thirst of my hopes.
Every full moon that rises in the dark,
carry my prayers up there until morning
and every time it sinks it takes me down with it.
For I have no life
I wither away with the passing wind that sweeps
And my life is but a lie
A fake just to help me endure the pain I feel within
Every time the sky is not so blue
dark clouds of hatred linger every where
and every now and then a thunder storm rages through me.
Every night I sit and stare into my life
it is like dark black water in a well
and I wish, and wish, for all this unending to end.....
But the rains that fall wash away my cries
sometimes my head feels like exploding
but I go to sleep just once more,
and wake once more to another day of the same.
By Gelab Piak
These walls
These fucken walls must be talking
Coz I can hear them speaking,
My head just fucking
It feels like breaking
See myself screaming
This pain is bleeding
I can’t stop it from running
God I can’t stop this burning
My heads on fire
Brain cells fry in there
My money or car
This life’s a motherfucker
Everyday is the same as the other
One good man today I’ll murder
These voices stuck in my head
Saying things and making me mad
My grave is my bed
I’m in a coffin while I’m not dead
Who the motherfucker ain’t got no money
Come over here I got so many
I’ll fucken cut up my body
Give it to the poor and lonely
So asskan motherfucker gangster honey
I’m a gonna fuck you till you shit money.
By Gelab Piak
Situation
Do you know what it's like to jump
into a water
You drown deep down
only to find the seabed empty
and the water having no fish
Do you know what it's like
to be on ice
you freeze into frozen cold
only to find it's not so cold
and death not having to find you yet
Do you know what it's like
to melt into the sun
to go beyond your imaginations
only to know that
you have a long way to go
I sometimes find it hard to come back
I sometimes find it frightening
I sometimes find it scaring
I sometimes don't want to go
But it's the situation
By Gelab Piak
These Days
This days are icy,
it's too dark I cannot see
this motherfucking vanes
just can't stop pulling me down,
this view I see
a dream or reality
standing outside the world
in the cold with the rain pouring down
I’m scared of me,
Is this really me
Everyone's scared of me now
say they're gonna fucken take me down,
into a red sea,
as fire burns in me
I get thrown into it
it's below the earth deep down
Gelab Piak
Lost island
Lost and lonely
All alone out at sea
We sit and stare
Our eyes filled with despair
We look out into the ocean
But to see no one except blue waves
We long for someone to comfort us
To make us feel they need us
The waves kiss our dry, sandy lips
No birds sit on the branches of our trees
And when the wind blows not a single breeze
We feel so insecure
So the setting sun paints golden our shining beach
But how long shall our tears waste into salty waters
we just want someone to hold and comfort us
We are like those locked in rooms
crying, praying: all hope lost
not knowing where we are
or where to go
we are all around you
we cry to you, begging you to find us
All we ask is for someone to comfort and love us
or we'd fall deep into the arms of a vast
blue ocean of loneliness
Kissed by the waves of anxiety
Like a lost island
By Gelab Piak
Can’t take it all
Can’t take it all,
Falling, rolling, trolling,
Here I am,
Coming though this fucken dam
Hearing, screaming, dreaming,
There I am,
Stuck in a traffic
Holding on, dragging on,
So Traffic jam,
Here I am,
Hold me up,
I am here to stand
I wan t to stand,
But I can’t take it all.
Gelab Piak
